Its kinda weird to post this, cuz there were so many things that had happened recently made me starts to wonder, who am I really is, and am I really that good, I wonder even am I qualified to be classified as good. Things has changed, time passed, and I'm now lost in the midst of time. Some people said I am good, mature, good leadership skills, but then deep inside me, I know, God knows, that I'm aren't that good actually.
I kept teaching people to have good self-esteem, but myself? I am not good at it at all, I look down on myself, on what I can do, on how things will turn for me, well, am I just a joker who just play a fool around but failed when the real business comes by? Well, its pretty true man, seriously, I thought myself to be one at some point in my life, no value at all.
But I know God sees me differently, He saw the good in me, He saw the potential in me, He saw the, indeed, REAL me, the one who can deal with things inch-perfect, the one that can handle responsibilities, and the one who will surely shine for Him. God sees the real us, He penetrates through our hearts and reveal Himself as our image. Shreg off the negative thoughts, there is no time for that anymore, with time passing in light speed, there is still much catching up to be done.
With my new Uni waiting for me in Nilai, I can't wait for things to start, new experiences await me, new friends and potentially new souls are waiting for me as well, Lord, send me to your harvest field, let me be your servant, let me be the harvester.
Loves Science, can't wait to get myself dirty for the sake of science, and of course, for the sake of God! =)
You're Overcomer, more than a Conquerer, today, discover a Champion in you!
