恢复

约束亚--我深渴望

天父我呼求你

来恢复我们的心

让为父的心意转向他们所爱的儿女

吸引这个世代

感受你的同在

来医治恢复我们

开启你的儿女

经历你的大爱

你的爱

我的心何等渴望

你恢复这属于你的世代

愿你国度完全彰显

在这地就如同在天上

恢复

简单的两个字却代表了上帝对这个时代，对这个国家，对你和我的心意。

恢复上帝起初创造的圣洁，完美

恢复上帝在伊甸园与亚当，夏娃的誓言

是圣洁，无瑕疵，拥有与造物主一样的形象。

恢复人类起初对上帝的完全顺服，完全相信。

主啊，这个时代需要你，我需要你，来恢复。

Sentimentalist

Wow, it has been ages since I last posted in my blog! So many things that had happened in between my last post and now, so many to an extent where I could not write it all here.

For the months that had passed, I could sum them all up in 1 word that separates in to 3: Favor in my study, work and ministry. Yes I am 21 years old this year but yet there were many people think that I does things beyond what I suppose to do in my age, especially in this BIG 21 year old. Basically I have a few roles to play in my life: Son, Brother, Boy friend, Friend, Tuition teacher, Businessman, Biotech student, Worship leader, Cell leader cum driver, Sunday school teacher, Usher. Yes, I think thats all. I thank God for all the things that He had led me to, every single experiences is valuble to me.

But really at times I felt so tired, tired of needing to handle so many things at once. Burn out, and physically challenging as well. But what amazed me is how God had taught me through my family and people around me to deal with things better, to handle things better. God had shown me that His grace was suffucient for me, insteed, more than enough for me. And through my work, study and ministry I can truely see how He had chosen me to be His vassel of His favor!

Its hard for me to describe it in words, I'm not good in doing this. But trust me, its so overwhelming till an extent that I couldn't believe it was really happening! Thank God for all His mercy and grace!

从破碎到自由

我渴望更多得着你

干渴的心再次满意

我渴望更多经历你

除去软弱从新站立

今天我要遇见你

我的生命不再停留

诚实面对自己

接受释放与更新

从破碎到自由

经历医治和真平安

宝血所立的约

承担羞辱换来喜乐

从破碎到自由

从新连结在主爱里

极致的爱和恩典

领取祝福再前行

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGKKkll7Ito

最近深深被这首诗歌吸引着，每一天早上还未作任何事前都会把它开来听。是的主啊，使你让我从破碎中的自由，使你是我诚实面对自己，接受释放与更新。

从大卫王的生命中，我真的看到上帝所喜悦的，不是死撑，不是假装，而是最诚实的自己。大卫王是上帝所称，合祂心意的人，为什么？没错，他曾犯奸淫，杀人，骄傲，但大卫王最难能可贵的是他对自己及对上帝的诚实，他知道也承认自己犯罪，他承认他亏欠了神。他没有在人的面前伪装，当先知拿单在众人面前指出他的罪时，他没有老羞成怒，没有任何的反抗。他大可命人把拿单给杀了，但他没这么做，这也是大卫王与扫罗王最大的分别，大卫王对自己对上帝的诚实换来了上帝对他的喜悦；而扫罗在攻击了敌人后没遵上帝的命令把所有牲畜杀了，还自己献祭，过后把自己所做的错推卸得一干二净，也换来了上帝对他的厌恶。

在这个重视包装的世代，有多少个人在卸下面具后，能接受最原来的自己？有多少人有勇气去承认自己的软弱，自己的不足？承认软弱，诚实面对，这过程可能会艰难，但破碎后有自由，难过后有平安。求神帮助我和你，成为一个诚实面对自己，别人与上帝，上帝所喜悦的器皿！